I gotta keep it real.

After all, I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines ain’t always gonna be gold. I’ll Be Fine Once I Get It; I’ll Be Good

This world doesn't matter to me.

Matthew,

Why did you think it was any different? Guess what? They are just like everybody else. What do you want? What do you need?

Shouldn't you be used to disappointment? Guess you can't do what you could before. It sucks watching everything fall through your fingers. Oh well. You know what they say Matthew? YOU CAN'T WIN THEM ALL.


Make your decision. Don't regret it.

"Enjoy."

Night Fall

Well where do I begin?

hm.

I wish YOU would leave me alone.

I don't want anything to do with you anymore. Take back everything you gave me.


I don't want it and I don't want you.


The end.

So stop trying. It's your own fault people play with your emotions.



Anyway, I keep having weird dreams.

Well, who's to say they are weird. It could be fun I guess.


And I should never be mad at you. Specially after what I have done, I have no room to talk. But it still makes me want to rip them to shreds.

And so it begins.

Cogito ergo sum

I love you, but I don't think I can love you anymore.

Shattered

Love and hope and sex and dreams and still surviving.


My mind rejects the frequency.

Get me off.

I'm in love with a shooting star.

Somehow we survive we don't even try we don't like who we are but we pretend anyway.

We're ANYONE.

Whats Love?

My heart thumps not from being nervous
Sometimes I'm thinking God made me special here on purpose
So all the while 'til I'm gone make my words important so
If I slip away, if I die today the last thing you remember won't
Be about some apple bottom jeans with the boots with the fur
Baby how I dream of being free since my birth
Cursed but the demons I confronted would disperse
Have you ever heard of some shit so real
Beyond from the heart, from the soul you can feel

You Hold Me Down.

I had half a mind to do it.


I don't why I got so pissed off. Well, I do. But It shouldn't have got me that pissed.


Whatever.

Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..

Sicka than your average Poppa

I put hoes in NY onto DKNY
Miami, D.C. prefer Versace
All Philly hoes, Dough and Moschino
Every cutie wit a booty bought a coogi


I'll always feel second best.

Stay A Little While Longer.

I told you that I love you, please believe me.

I know that you're tired, that you're sore and sick and sad for some reason!

So I leave you with a smile. Kiss you on the cheek and you will call it treason.


Don't hold your head so low that you can't see the sky.

You've been waiting to break since you woke up this morning

I guess that I'm a little bit in love with you.

WOW.

Well this weekend was very interesting.

I guess it happened for a reason, but who knows what thats all about. haha

Cause it sure as hell smacked me in the face. Saturday was the worst night I had in a while. I felt like epic poo. Drrtty Dirtty

But I really wouldn't have it any other way DEEP DEEP DEEP DEEP x2000 down.

Cuz you know but you don't wanna
Cuz you want but you can't have it

Lol. Anyway hehe I got accepted to the Academy of Art University. and I can't wait to leave.

LIKE NOW. I'm done with High School. 100% it is dumb as fuuuu I had my first AP GOV test and I am expecting at least a C. lol I studied my ass off. Probably to fail.

I want this week to end because Labor Day Weekend is here and i want to partyy ;D

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